Day 29

We left the room and walked down the hall

Her gun was still in her hand. There was a slight tear in her eye, but she tried to hold it back, and blinked to wash it away. “You have a serious problem,” I told her. She stopped walking and turned around with the gun in her hand. I didn’t care that she had a gun in her hand; it wasn’t any sort of intimidating, because I knew she wouldn’t shoot me. She would just try and seem like she was the dominant one, which she was, but not now. She wasn’t capable of it. I reached for her hand with the gun and she pulled back. I looked at her and reached again and ripped it out of her hand. “Stop,” I said and I continued to walk to our room. I was hoping she would follow me, which she did, so that was good. I stopped right before my room and pointed my finger for Kay to go in. I watched her walk in front of me into the room. She went in the room and stood in the middle of it and I walked in and leaned against the wall next to the door. I looked at her with her head down, and then she dropped to her knees and started crying. I got a little nervous because I never seen her cry before, and I could only imagine what she was crying about. “I can’t fucking do this. I really can’t do this. Not now. I really don’t need this right now. She was supposed to be there for me,” she said, breaking down. I went over to her and sat down next to her. She was pounding her fist to the ground and saying, “I can’t do this,” over and over again. 

To be continued...